I wanted you to need me because of how much I needed you. I wanted you to want me because of how much I craved you…and you did. But when I finally exhaled your last breath, I knew I would never breathe you in again. I knew that you were gone, like smoke in the wind, like a fire being exterminated… but I wanted to burn with you forever.

**THE QUESTION ISN’T WHO’S GOING TO LET ME; IT’S WHO’S GOING TO STOP ME.

Rome/Florence/Paris

Best

"That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment."

a kiss may ruin a human life

I am just a little girl who's looking for a little boy who's looking for a girl to love.

My Hero, The Beauty

Here is someone who I idolize beyond belief. Her beauty, her talent, her essence. I'm forever grateful to her, and my dream is to one day work with her. She has been someone for me to look up too, and aspire to be like. I hope that one day I can be that person, for others. Be that person who inspires other young girls, someone who people can look up too, and give back to others what she has given to me.

Within you I lose myself...


Without you I find myself


 Wanting to be lost again.

Let's Face The Music and Dance

"Dreams do come true, if only we wish hard enough. You can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it."

"Dreams do come true, if only we wish hard enough. You can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it."

(besides yourself)

An Eastern Ballad

I speak of love that comes to mind:
The moon is faithful, although blind;
She moves in thought she cannot speak.
Perfect care has made her bleak.

I never dreamed the sea so deep,
The earth so dark; so long my sleep,
I have become another child.
I wake to see the world go wild.

Allen Ginsberg

i feel like letting you know

how much i love you today

i feel like letting it show

showing you rightly now

and never going away

i know you're feeling real low

calling on all my

i want to make it ok

i want to show you i know

and it will be all fine

i want to take it away

take it away

i thought i'ld write you this song

maybe i'd make you smile

and take your sadness away

hey

i want to show you i love

love love you a long time girl

i'm never going away

hey,

hey

hey

hey Open Heart Surgery - Brian Jonestown Massacre

U2

"We've been here before

Last time you scratched at my door

The moon was naked and cold
I was like a two year old
Who just wanted more"

click there----->

If You Wear That Velvet Dress

Just found this song, and I think it's absolutely amazing and drop dead beautiful. Hits that nerve deep in your bones.

Close your eyes and indulge

“We artists are indestructible, even in a prison cell of a concentration camp I would be almighty in my own world of art. Even if I had to paint my pictures with my wet tongue on the dusty floor of my cell. “

Pablo Picasso

"I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's thething I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.-

audrey hepburn

Je suis à toi

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

je vais prendre ta douleur

Think of me

You know that I'd be with you if I could

I'll come around to see you once in a while
Or if I ever need a reason to smile

........And spend the night if you think I should

Space Bound

"Im'ma space bound rocket ship and your heart's in the moon

And I'm aiming right at you

Right at you

250 thousand miles on a clear night in June

And I aim it right at you

Right at you"

So if you wake up one morning

and it's a particularly

beautiful day...you'll

know we made it.

If Passion Were Reason

“Stay here tonight. Home is far. The walk, dangerous. The night, cold.”

There was something inside her that longed to be desired, to be

cared for and protected, to be listened to and accepted without

judgment. To be loved.

~ The Rescue

Far Far Away

I'll teach you to jump

on the wind's back,

and away we go.

Peter Pan

this really makes me laugh

ha.ha.

Butterflies, fly

I've been in love with you for over two years, but I still have a crush on you.

I'll Keep You Wild

“Take me, I am the drug; take me, I am hallucinogenic”

– Salvador dali

nothing could be truer

"Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. After that, you learn better. But, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. That piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. It holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. It holds youth and everything you thought love would be, everything that was proven wrong."

its weird that you can still make me smile without even trying

take a walk on the wild side

Fuck Distance - Be Here Now

...........uhhhhh. I could write a long story, or even a short one, but it's such a waste of words.

There's no need to say much more than the title.

1990's vs 2000's

For those of you who grew up in the 90's

like me, enjoy.

The 1990's

2000's

y2k. the hills. toms. katuysa. iphones. blackberry. tivo. netflix. steve jobs. unemployment. angelina and brad. the office. lady gaga. the hair "bob". smart cars. rehab being cool. global warming. first black president. kindle. gossip girl. guitar hero. rock band. vampires. hannah montana. celebrity couple names. reality tv. 100 calorie snacks. "vintage" clothing. youtube. any thing Apple. camera phones. texting. facebook. twitter. snooki. weird baby names. the demise of lindsay lohan. sirius radio. smart water. vespas. djing.

Please add to the list!

"Remember it all, every insult, every tear. Tattoo it on the inside of your mind. 

In life, knowledge of poisons is essential. 

I've told you, nobody becomes an artist unless they have to."

Things aren't always what they seem

So I've been lacking on the blogging recently, but I'm going pick it up again, so don't worry!

Been having such a good time in New York, my second home. I love all of you guys.

X,

CC

over due coachella pics

NOH8

I'm very honored to present my NOH8 photo. It's something I am very proud to be supporting. I strongly believe that any person should be able to love and marry who they choose gay or straight. I do not normally put my political views out there but this is something I can not stay silent about. Marriage is a right that should be given to everyone no matter what their sexual orientation might be.

Going to New York on Tuesday!!!

I got a bunch of these in an email from my mom

READ THEM ALL!!