You've never seen a fire like the one I can cause.

"Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth."

"I’m not telling you it’s going to 

be easy, I’m telling you it’s 


going 

to be worth it."

There was something inside her that longed to be desired, to be

cared for and protected, to be listened to and accepted without

judgment. To be loved.

~ The Rescue

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I myself am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions. 

Inhale. Exhale.

(deep breath in and out)

Tonight is the first night in at least a month, where I've been able to go to sleep and not have to worry about ANYTHING work related. No press, no filming, no interviews, no dressing up, no preparing for an audition, no nothing. As much as I LOVE all of those things and my job....it is so relieving to have at least ONE night where I can get into bed with a clear head, fall asleep and wake up knowing the only thing I have to worry about tomorrow is going to the gym. After this whirlwind of a month, I feel like I could go into hibernation for about a week straight. As happy and free as I feel right now though....god, please send me my next job!

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Kryptonite

I could write a whole long thing describing what it is that I'm feeling, but I can't find words appropriate enough to fit. I could sing you songs and play piano, but I don't have a good voice and I never learned piano. I could paint you a picture of everything you mean, but how would I even get it to you? I can write you a novel, but that would take too much time. I could put it in the clouds, but I'm not all powerful. I could shout it off the roof tops, but you're too far to hear it. I could spell it out to you, but spellings not my forte. I guess all I can do is exhale and say, "God, I miss you - god I love you."

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“I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” – Marilyn Manroe

"It's all make believe, isn't it?" Because quote me on this one. I think the soul purpose for everything we do is just so we can be loved. That's all we're all looking for right?

And what if this is all just some crazy made up fantasy. What if we're all just some ones avatars, or just exist in some ones recurring dream. Because shit happens that's sometimes just unfathomable. And people are thousands of miles away, when they shouldn't be. And this world is bound for disaster, and peoples eyes are closed to beauty. And there has to be suffering, but so few know peace. Whatever this "life" is though, it's worth it. Because I have been able to laugh, cry, smile, frown, walk in heaven on earth, hell on earth, believe, doubt, betray, abandon, trust, and love. I have been able to love and most importantly though, be loved.