"According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs a head and 2 faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves."

"I’m not telling you it’s going to 

be easy, I’m telling you it’s 


going 

to be worth it."

I have time. Please, devour me. Deform me to the point of ugliness. Why not you? I beg you.

I meet you. I remember you. Who are you? You’re destroying me. You’re good for me….How could I know you fit my body like a glove? I like you. How unlikely. I like you. How slow all of a sudden. How sweet. You cannot know. You’re destroying me. You’re good for me.

Things aren't always what they seem

NOH8

I'm very honored to present my NOH8 photo. It's something I am very proud to be supporting. I strongly believe that any person should be able to love and marry who they choose gay or straight. I do not normally put my political views out there but this is something I can not stay silent about. Marriage is a right that should be given to everyone no matter what their sexual orientation might be.

Going to New York on Tuesday!!!

I got a bunch of these in an email from my mom

READ THEM ALL!!

“Monsters are real.  Ghosts are real, too.  They live

inside us.  And sometimes, they win.”

-   Stephen King

Let us not be defeated.

love love love love this

"I had nothing to offer anyone except my confusion."
       - Jack Kerouac

                              I had  right now, I have nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

I Love You

what does "I love you" mean to you?

this is a perfect definition for me, minus the last part. "it means that i'll be ok when you are with her."

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”

-- Jack Kerouac 

DJ AM

Happy Birthday Holmes :) I miss you a lot. Its crazy because you were in my dream last night. I gave you a big hug, and I said, "you're here!" and you replied back, "I'm always here."

Then I woke up this morning and realized it was your birthday. The day to celebrate your life, which is something to be greatly celebrated. Through all the times you've helped me so much (especially when I was in Spain haha) and how generous and selfless you were are. This world misses you...but you're gods DJ now.

"Fear not where, fear not why, fear not much while we're alive
Life is for living not living uptight
Until you're somewhere up in the sky
Fear not die I'll be alive for a million years bye bye are not for legends I'm forever young my name shall survive"
- Jay-Z, Forever Young

Have No Fear

Inhale. Exhale.

(deep breath in and out)

Tonight is the first night in at least a month, where I've been able to go to sleep and not have to worry about ANYTHING work related. No press, no filming, no interviews, no dressing up, no preparing for an audition, no nothing. As much as I LOVE all of those things and my job....it is so relieving to have at least ONE night where I can get into bed with a clear head, fall asleep and wake up knowing the only thing I have to worry about tomorrow is going to the gym. After this whirlwind of a month, I feel like I could go into hibernation for about a week straight. As happy and free as I feel right now though....god, please send me my next job!

x,

CC

Sing.Song.

Kryptonite

I could write a whole long thing describing what it is that I'm feeling, but I can't find words appropriate enough to fit. I could sing you songs and play piano, but I don't have a good voice and I never learned piano. I could paint you a picture of everything you mean, but how would I even get it to you? I can write you a novel, but that would take too much time. I could put it in the clouds, but I'm not all powerful. I could shout it off the roof tops, but you're too far to hear it. I could spell it out to you, but spellings not my forte. I guess all I can do is exhale and say, "God, I miss you - god I love you."

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.  

"It's all make believe, isn't it?" Because quote me on this one. I think the soul purpose for everything we do is just so we can be loved. That's all we're all looking for right?

And what if this is all just some crazy made up fantasy. What if we're all just some ones avatars, or just exist in some ones recurring dream. Because shit happens that's sometimes just unfathomable. And people are thousands of miles away, when they shouldn't be. And this world is bound for disaster, and peoples eyes are closed to beauty. And there has to be suffering, but so few know peace. Whatever this "life" is though, it's worth it. Because I have been able to laugh, cry, smile, frown, walk in heaven on earth, hell on earth, believe, doubt, betray, abandon, trust, and love. I have been able to love and most importantly though, be loved.